so my computer blew out

oddd thing that is
when ur computer power supply blows up

they try to charge u a grip just to get it checked out even though i know the problem. then charge for the work. freakin crazy

well life does seem a bit empty with out the computer
i cant download new beats
i cant write new music on my computer
and i cant listen to new music

its gay but i am being more productive lol

however all my time at work now is on the internet
and it has never affected my work, but today my numbers are low and i know what they will blame..

and all i can say is my qualifier is down lol...


any how check out my shitt.


www.myspace.com/tonypark

today i.s Friday November 21, 2008

today i.s Friday November 21, 2008 ,

today i woke up at 1030, but layed in bed till DeeJay called me at 1040 like clock work lol

today i took the metro to work and a transvestite sat next to me. Then kept looking at me. Fucking weirdest feeling ever. I mean I have nothing against them, but don’t look at me weird.. ewww

today i felt a hungry, tired, happy, accomplished

today i wrote this listing to “the future” Joe Budden ft. The Game,

today i showed up to work and was told that the shift was cancelled but since my phone was off they couldn’t call me. Anyhow I got a bonus today =]

today i busted a mission from Wilshire and normandie all the way to north Pasadena to get a haircut… travel time. 2 hours

today i laughed, danced, freestyled, sang, got a hair cut and talked all day….

today i heard the Clips made a trade for a player I really liked, but they traded a few players I also really enjoyed having on the team. I hope it’s a good move

today i left my drink on the bus. Soo sad =[

today i ate pizza and buffalo wings for dinner .. yummyyyyy

today i bought some one I didn’t know drank. He bought me a 211. even trade. Maybe not the most moral thing I could have done, but he came from sfv to er to chill with his hyna (I love that word) and they wanted to have fun.

today i gave myself a Tony Park Makeover. Fauxhawk Back in Effect!!!!

today i heard the biggest Kobe vs. the World argument at the barbershop. Funniest shit ever. My argument is Kobe is great. But King James does the most with the least.

today i fell asleep at 430. I don’t know why but I always find it hard to sleep

today i downloaded the new Kanye West 808’s and Heartbreak fav song. “Street Lights”

today i Rocked Purple like it was My Gang Color… Grape st. hahaha jk.. I don’t bang… imma loverrr

today i watched Hiro from Heroes on Conan.. he is one funny fuckerrr

today i started my bday weekend in great fashion..

*bday on Sunday =D




Quote of the Day

"I am only showing you the way; you must seek it on your own. What I will be, what I will do, the coming days will reveal. Human salvation, the salvation of all living beings, and peace in the world are my goal and my path.!"

~Ram Bahadur Bomjon aka "Buddha Boy"



Song of the Day

Today i.... 11/13/2008

today i.s November 13, 2008 ,
today i woke up at 1030, I was supposed to be at a job interview at 11:15…. I called and rescheduled, then went back to sleep till 130
today i finally went back to the studio.. was able to record one new song that I have been working on called “do u know?” hopefully I can get that up soon
today i felt a lil sad, happy, productive, hungry, tired, worthless, confident, betrayed. And blissful
today i wrote this listing to “Street Lights” by Kanye West, yes it was the same song from the past two days… but I have this song on repeat and I haven’t changed it yet, its really my new favorite song
today i thought about wat machievelli wrote even more. And how true it is
today i I didn’t call 5 hundred… she called me…=] I got to hear her voice for the first time in a while. I missed it..
today i laughed, danced, cried, sang, and spit….
today i cant wait till the day I can see my mamas again…
today i read more of “The Prince” by Machiavelli… (not tupac u dumb fucks) while I was in the restroom digesting life…
today i was challenged in a fight by my friend.. I laughed and told him I would of kicked his ass.. he didn’t want to hug me after =[ lol
today i ate salmon, but I don’t know why it has soo many small bones.. I want smoked salmon next time from trader joes
today i noticed how clean I have been keeping my room lately. Besides all the bills pilled up on the table… this room is pretty clean.
today i waited for two hours for my ride to go record.. then when he finally came, he didn’t even call me and tell me he was coming.. just just called me when he was out side.. I made him wait 10 mins lol
today i finally had a ciggg, a Camel crush… then I opened it up to see what the hell I was crackkin
today i couldn’t play in my basketball game because my calves have been hurting
today i got news that Daniel Craig signed on to do one more James Bond movie titled “Bond 23” I cant wait.. I hope that’s on some Michael Jordan shit
today i ended my day around 3:30am, with out writing my today i… and also knowing I had to be up at 8 the following day for an interview

Quote of the Day
"“Give us Free!"
~Black Slave from Amistad~


and its been the same song of hte day for the past few days...

Today i... 11.11.08

today i.s November 11, 2008

today i woke up at 1030, only to press the turn off every alarm and escape in my dreams. Lately they have been better than reality

today i didn’t remember what I dreamt of. And it bugs the hell out of me when I don’t know

today i felt Anger, RAGE, pissed, furiated. Sad, happy and thankful

today i wrote this listing to “Street Lights” by Kanye West. *check Song of the Day Section...

today i thought about how I could have avoided this. If I just obeyed what I already knew *see quote of the day.

today i watched the laker game… impressive. Ariza is great young player. But of course Odom is still the shit. P.S. GO CLIPPERS!

today i didn’t watch too tv too much but I did watch James Bond “Tomorrow Never Dies” sounds like a good name for Tony Park mixtape.. don’t u think? lol

today i was happy because i have a great family. Its good to have people around u who will love u and never judge u...

today i went running at oxy i felt so over whelmed by my emotions that I felt water trickle from my eyes… I just turned my music up and ran harder

today i cooked lunch and dinner with my grandma. We laughed, talked, and she showed me how to cook.

today i heard a story from my grandma on how I would always get scared when she got mad and left when I was younger, I would always check her closet to make sure she never left. I guess u can say I have a problem of those I love leaving me

today i meant to do so much more. But after today’s barrage of events, I slept after I ate to rejuvenate my body.

today i realized that u have control over everything that happens to u. to a certain extent...

today i got a call from my grandfather. He wants me to go have thanksgiving lunch with him at Hometown Buffet. I love that man

today i learned the 1st rule to business the hard way “always get everything in writing. Regardless if they are a stranger or ur best friend, get it in writing”. Well that cost me a few grand.

today i thought of all those around me, and who would I hurt the most if I did something stupid.. Kelinda… and I let the bad thoughts fly out with the wind

today i wanted a cigarette soo bad… do u think grandma is still awake?

today i wanted to make a phone call to the one person who loves me more than me, but im afraid that the other side wouldn’t answer

today i found out my future plans for the next 3 years might be gone. But in the words of my father.. “figure it out and get it done”

today i felt that i dont want to drink no more... i shouldnt have to drink to live my life...

today i wanted to finish this off by aplogizin for not doing my "Today i’s" any more. i wasn’t living a life worth reading about lately.

today i wrote my "today I’s" before my day was done.. but just in time…..

thank you all for reading… ill be doing this normally again.





Quote of the Day

"“And men are less hesitant about harming someone who makes himself loved than one who makes himself feared because love is held together by a chain of obligation which, since men are a sorry lot, is broken on every occasion in which their own self-interest is concerned; but fear is held together by a dread of punishment which will never abandon you.”
~ Niccolò Machiavelli ~ May 3, 1469 – June 21, 1527 ~



Song of the Day

lost rhymes #2

here is another long lost piece of work that never seen light of day ....
this is over 4 yrs old


it hurts to see my people being helpless,
stuck in a hole that they dug themselves in.
I want to lend a hand , but they will probably bite it,
if I take control to help them, they call me tyrant,
my choices are slim, but If I listen to the voices from within,
I know I can change these little boys in to men.
I don’t want to be annoying to them, another voice in the wind,
like they father, condemning and pointing out they sins,
I just want to give them pride and show them the right way,
show them that even though its rainy outside, its still a nice day.
you got to make it through the storm to see the rainbow,
no one ever said it was going to be easy, to make them pesos.
nothings for free, and if you stay on ur ass you won’t get shit
, and above all else, accomplish nothing and you wont get respected,

Fears

i realized something last night...

i am not afraid of things that scare me from afar
but when im up close or there i am not afraid...


last night i had a dream

and in that dream i was about to die along with my mom in front of me
and instead of panicing....

i held her face in my hands, looked her in the eye and told her that i loved her and that i thank her for everything she has done for meee




closer to my dreamssss

THank YOu ALL

i just wanted to send a shout out to all those who came out last night to see me Rock The stage @ the Knitting Factory in Hollywood. i really appreciate it .
to my partner in Crime Deejay for helping me shine.
to the Creative minds over from HSent. Big Pain for all ur help and support
To dj MOe for Coming thru and helping rock the stage...

and to all my family, friends and fans that came out, i appreciate it greatly
ill post the pics as soon as i got them

thanksss again

i love you all


Tony Park

mUTHAFUCKKIN YEAHHHHHHHH

a break from promotional bulletions for a great reason, that is almost bigger than my showwwwww


a few years ago i dropped out of CAL STATE LA because i went to the counselor and i told her i chose my major. well that counselor told me that i would be unable to do that with my life and i shuold rethink what i wanted out of life because my dream job was unachievable....

so i dropped out because why go to school to become somehting i can never be.... i didnt even finish the quarter.. it was fall 2004.


this summer i went to see a counselor to see if i could get back into school. i told her the story, i told her of my 4 yr journey now of dropping out, of careers, and of set backs. she over looked my file and told me that there was nothing i couldnt do in life if i really wanted it. after furthur review by the luck of God 3 quarters were wipped off my record because i was disqualified for not paying. those were my worst quarters..... so instead of trying to get reinstated with a 1.5 i have a 2.75... i was granted reinstatement. ... but i still had to reapply....

today i checked my application and I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT UR BOY TONY PARK WILL BE BACK IN SCHOOL IN JAN 2009 AND BY FALL 2012 I WILL BE A TEACHER AT A SCHOOL NEAR U!!!!

GET I GET A MUTHAFUCKIN AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i was a Beatle.. which one would i have been??

if i was a Beatle i would have been

JOhn Lennon

GOD

WORKING CLASS HERO



FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL

two of my favorite groups

i love when bands cover for other bands that they are fans of. it shows the true meaning of music.. its not about ego its all about the music itself...

well here u go

Gnarls barkley covering for Radiohead _the reckoner...

enjoy