today i.s January 26, 2009

today i woke up at 9… then realized I no longer have a job and can sleep in a few more mins

today i took the bus to Glendale to pick up a working world magazine to help my quest in finding a job.

today i seen an old good friend on the bus , I meet him when I was 12 maybe 13 and at the time I was the coolest guy he knew. Today I heard him speak and thought how much he had things better than me. Then I thought how I don’t know his demons and stopped that train of thought

today i wrote this listing to “move on” by joell Ortiz and the slaughterhouse,

today i spent the last of my money on “ The Audacity of Hope” by Barack Obama… the irony …

today i went to the park for the first time in a long time. Spoke to the coordinator and a few parents. Apparently I was being requested by numerous parents to be a coach. Makes me happy

today i watched my 5 yr old cousin Play basketball. And argued with him because he wanted gum haha

today i watched the clipper game. Don’t get to watch many, but when I do its very exciting. A lot of people make fun of me for loving the team so much. They just don’t understand how much I love watching a team that everyone counts out fight till the end of the game. Reminds me of me.

today i wanted a drink, but I didn’t want to fall back into the trap of how I was before. Unemployed with a liquor habit.

today i ate another big mac special. 2 for $3.50… that’s a great bargin.. eat one for lunch save the other for dinner

today i joked with a woman I call mother, but is someone else’s mother, about how much people text. No need to call any more. But then I thought about how and why we are so out of touch these days. We used to pay a visit to someone if we wanted to chat. Then we started calling to save a trip. Now we text to save our voice.

today i never thought id be this happy because I found out I had 10 more dollars than I thought I did in my bank account. That’s like 3 more big mac specials lol or 10 burritos from taco bell

today i was asked about when my albums dropping.. I said March.. I hate that it keeps moving back.. but March is the Month.. .

today i wrote this at like 2:15 in the morning.. I find it hard to sleep these days… but im hungry and tired.. cup of noodles any one?

today i went on Five Hundreds page to see how she was doing. Was happy that she is happy. Like I told u from day one…”id rather see u happy from a far then see u in tears when im near”.. and right now that couldn’t me more clear.

today i wanted some glasses I bought from ryohhhs girlfriend for a $1 but nothing matched with pink

today i watched Obama’s interview he had with some middle east reporter… and the guy ceases to amaze me…

today i turned my internet on and forgot half the sites I used to go to. I guess they weren’t that important.

are all girls full of lies?

its like even the one that loves u the most in a sense lies to u the most.

Today is my Favorite day

well to start off i had a meeting with Krazy Kat, the head of Krazy Kat entertainment. we had a business meeting that was a success. learned lots of good things as well as shared my knowledge and it went very well. very excited about the new business relationships i am developing.


to top that off on my high about my music


i was walking down the street on wilshire smoking a cig. and some guy approached me, i thought he was goign to ask me for a cig..
instead he asked me "do u rhyme?"
"huh?" i replied.
he said "do u spit?"
then i said.. "yes... why wats up?"
he said..."yea i heard ur shit before its tight. i like ur music."
to my suprise i said "yea.. where at?"
he said "i saw u perform at the knitting factory. its was prettty"
i replied "thanks" ad went on my way....


wat a great day
when u get recognition for wat u do. it seems like God keeps reminding me..everytime i think of quitting he puts the right people in front of me to remind me to keep going...

if u show the world crack...

ull attract crackheads


u show the world ur tits

ull attract pigs


just a heads up

a letter to self

keep ur cool anthony
stop worrying anthony
everything is going to be ok anthony
u knew that the soda pop would just fizzle away anthony
u cant control wat happens to u but u can control how u react to it anthony
family and business can never work....


get off ur ass and stop complainin

a new deall

i got some big things lined back for 09

got a new mixtape deal imma drop at least 4-6 mixtapes

like 6-8 showss

its going ot be fucking awesome


get at me for features
beats collabs so forth

the saddest thing ive seen

i met this quiet girl on myspace about 9 months ago.

very quiet, shy, only about 150 friends and very conservative.

she was always talking about how she longed for love and how no guys ever wanted to be with her because she never wanted to give it up on the first night....


as months progressed she put 1 pic up with some cleavage, then a month later she put one up of her in her bra.. but u can barely tell it was her bra but still she did it.

her photo comments went up, friend request went up, and her messages started coming in a lot from guys trying to take her out...


i went to her page the other day and noticed that every pic on her page was in her bra or excessive cleavage.

friends were towering over 1600, and she had 50 comments on each of the pics.


she loves the attention. . .


another young girl lost...

Toghether AS One.. New Yearsss

so i went to my first rave for new years
it was pretty intense

it took me a good hour to get used to the atmosphere. very different from the hiphip club scene i was used to. everyone was prety happy. guys and girl. not like a club where the guys try to act hard and the girls act stuck up. everyone was really cool.

going to enjoy of a few of these before i retire


peacee

before xmas

well my xmas week was fuckin narly

i got paid on the friday before and went to watch that george lopez.
that was a fun day.

now i am a huge stand up comedy freak. i love everyone from richard pryor to bill cosby to dave chappelle.. everyone.. i love that shit with a passion.

but that was my first stand up ever in person.

and i must say it was worth the money. i sat 10 rows back, had a double jack and coke and a margarita... and that whole night was gangsterrr <~~~ i heard some white boy use that word lol .

any how.. i went broke in 2 days. thats meee =]

holiday update***

ok so since i havent updated since like xmas i decided to leave a posts to update my shittt.


but instead of giving u guys a long ass essay on where the fuck ive been

ill drop it in sections.. so yea

stay tuned for hte next few days

new shittt