famous daydreams

now i have many daydreams of being famous. and one of the daydreams being able to date famous people...

my first person i will date and have crazy sexy time with is Lauren London =]


is just the sexiest being on planet.. =]


stay tuned for part two of this one and u can see her twin.. =]

Cycling Trivialities

so i just wrote a new song to this beat produced by a producer named Dert

i recorded one verse.. but i am thinking about making another verse

even though it was 24 bars long... the way i wrote it it sounded like a 12 bar verse... so i am thinking of writing another

but it is a good song right now.. imma about to make it great

Main Reason why i Love this Weather

i love the way girls look in winter weather

thats how u can judge how good a girl can dress

any one can have their ass sticking out

its in this weather that u see a girls style come alive...


=]

so this past year

i was in a situation that would have drove most people crazy....

cuz it drove me crazy...

but in the end it made me stronger and better understanding of life

"when it rains it pours"

my car was in an accident, but because of my ignorance the car was beyond repair.. and was recently impounded

i had a girl who loved me more than i would ever imagine someone loving me.. but because of certain reasons i was unable to be who she wanted me to be... so i let her go


i worked for a few months under someone i considered a good friend. and never seen the fruit of my labor.

my computer blew up and i m unable to pay for it... responsibilities for actions is killer

my two yr old cousin was diagnosed with a heart tumor...

and no matter was i did.. nothing ever got better....

then i went for a run... in an attempt to run away from my problems psychologically...

i broke down

we have no control over wat happens to us
we only have control to how we respond to wat happens


and in the end of the day im happy.. and feel blessed
i got a a good job that is helping me pay for school
i gota a great fmaily that loves me dearly
i know that i ma person that can be loved.
i have my frist show in chasing my dreams and it was a success
i got rid of a piece of shit car i didnt want
3 days after surgury my lil cousin was running around like nothing ever happen.

God works in mysterious ways to help us understand his plan...

=]

contact info

www.myspace.com/tonypark1984

tonypark1984@gmail.com

aim= tonyparkkk

tattoos

because i live soo much in the moment i have decided that i will get my first tattoo this week.. now it is not nessarly my first tattoo.. but my first tattoo where it is visible no matter wat i wear...

im excited about it
but yet still kinda leary....

i know in a few years it will be something i will regret...
but i understand life and the way it works
and i understand that i might live long enough to regret it


love live life...

imma get it at Vintage Tattoo Parlor 323-254-6733
by BaBA

ive been thinking alot about life

and one of the main things i think about is who i will marry

naturally as men we have this need to marry someone we can take care of, some one who we feel we can protect

but the smart thing to do is to marry someone who is smarter and stronger than yourself for many reasons but the number one reason is to take care of the family in the event of ur death. see if u die and u married a woman who u had to constantly take care of ur family will be in jeopardy cause no one will be able ot take care of them. but if u marry a woman who was stronger than you and smarter than you and can survive on her own, ur family will be in great hands and u will never have to worry about ur death.


so thats the goal in life while searching for a companion

and that the day i search for a companion

and thats not for another 10 years ..


peace out

so my computer blew out

oddd thing that is
when ur computer power supply blows up

they try to charge u a grip just to get it checked out even though i know the problem. then charge for the work. freakin crazy

well life does seem a bit empty with out the computer
i cant download new beats
i cant write new music on my computer
and i cant listen to new music

its gay but i am being more productive lol

however all my time at work now is on the internet
and it has never affected my work, but today my numbers are low and i know what they will blame..

and all i can say is my qualifier is down lol...


any how check out my shitt.


www.myspace.com/tonypark

today i.s Friday November 21, 2008

today i.s Friday November 21, 2008 ,

today i woke up at 1030, but layed in bed till DeeJay called me at 1040 like clock work lol

today i took the metro to work and a transvestite sat next to me. Then kept looking at me. Fucking weirdest feeling ever. I mean I have nothing against them, but don’t look at me weird.. ewww

today i felt a hungry, tired, happy, accomplished

today i wrote this listing to “the future” Joe Budden ft. The Game,

today i showed up to work and was told that the shift was cancelled but since my phone was off they couldn’t call me. Anyhow I got a bonus today =]

today i busted a mission from Wilshire and normandie all the way to north Pasadena to get a haircut… travel time. 2 hours

today i laughed, danced, freestyled, sang, got a hair cut and talked all day….

today i heard the Clips made a trade for a player I really liked, but they traded a few players I also really enjoyed having on the team. I hope it’s a good move

today i left my drink on the bus. Soo sad =[

today i ate pizza and buffalo wings for dinner .. yummyyyyy

today i bought some one I didn’t know drank. He bought me a 211. even trade. Maybe not the most moral thing I could have done, but he came from sfv to er to chill with his hyna (I love that word) and they wanted to have fun.

today i gave myself a Tony Park Makeover. Fauxhawk Back in Effect!!!!

today i heard the biggest Kobe vs. the World argument at the barbershop. Funniest shit ever. My argument is Kobe is great. But King James does the most with the least.

today i fell asleep at 430. I don’t know why but I always find it hard to sleep

today i downloaded the new Kanye West 808’s and Heartbreak fav song. “Street Lights”

today i Rocked Purple like it was My Gang Color… Grape st. hahaha jk.. I don’t bang… imma loverrr

today i watched Hiro from Heroes on Conan.. he is one funny fuckerrr

today i started my bday weekend in great fashion..

*bday on Sunday =D




Quote of the Day

"I am only showing you the way; you must seek it on your own. What I will be, what I will do, the coming days will reveal. Human salvation, the salvation of all living beings, and peace in the world are my goal and my path.!"

~Ram Bahadur Bomjon aka "Buddha Boy"



Song of the Day

Today i.... 11/13/2008

today i.s November 13, 2008 ,
today i woke up at 1030, I was supposed to be at a job interview at 11:15…. I called and rescheduled, then went back to sleep till 130
today i finally went back to the studio.. was able to record one new song that I have been working on called “do u know?” hopefully I can get that up soon
today i felt a lil sad, happy, productive, hungry, tired, worthless, confident, betrayed. And blissful
today i wrote this listing to “Street Lights” by Kanye West, yes it was the same song from the past two days… but I have this song on repeat and I haven’t changed it yet, its really my new favorite song
today i thought about wat machievelli wrote even more. And how true it is
today i I didn’t call 5 hundred… she called me…=] I got to hear her voice for the first time in a while. I missed it..
today i laughed, danced, cried, sang, and spit….
today i cant wait till the day I can see my mamas again…
today i read more of “The Prince” by Machiavelli… (not tupac u dumb fucks) while I was in the restroom digesting life…
today i was challenged in a fight by my friend.. I laughed and told him I would of kicked his ass.. he didn’t want to hug me after =[ lol
today i ate salmon, but I don’t know why it has soo many small bones.. I want smoked salmon next time from trader joes
today i noticed how clean I have been keeping my room lately. Besides all the bills pilled up on the table… this room is pretty clean.
today i waited for two hours for my ride to go record.. then when he finally came, he didn’t even call me and tell me he was coming.. just just called me when he was out side.. I made him wait 10 mins lol
today i finally had a ciggg, a Camel crush… then I opened it up to see what the hell I was crackkin
today i couldn’t play in my basketball game because my calves have been hurting
today i got news that Daniel Craig signed on to do one more James Bond movie titled “Bond 23” I cant wait.. I hope that’s on some Michael Jordan shit
today i ended my day around 3:30am, with out writing my today i… and also knowing I had to be up at 8 the following day for an interview

Quote of the Day
"“Give us Free!"
~Black Slave from Amistad~


and its been the same song of hte day for the past few days...