Fears

i realized something last night...

i am not afraid of things that scare me from afar
but when im up close or there i am not afraid...


last night i had a dream

and in that dream i was about to die along with my mom in front of me
and instead of panicing....

i held her face in my hands, looked her in the eye and told her that i loved her and that i thank her for everything she has done for meee




closer to my dreamssss