today i.s November 11, 2008
today i woke up at 1030, only to press the turn off every alarm and escape in my dreams. Lately they have been better than reality
today i didn’t remember what I dreamt of. And it bugs the hell out of me when I don’t know
today i felt Anger, RAGE, pissed, furiated. Sad, happy and thankful
today i wrote this listing to “Street Lights” by Kanye West. *check Song of the Day Section...
today i thought about how I could have avoided this. If I just obeyed what I already knew *see quote of the day.
today i watched the laker game… impressive. Ariza is great young player. But of course Odom is still the shit. P.S. GO CLIPPERS!
today i didn’t watch too tv too much but I did watch James Bond “Tomorrow Never Dies” sounds like a good name for Tony Park mixtape.. don’t u think? lol
today i was happy because i have a great family. Its good to have people around u who will love u and never judge u...
today i went running at oxy i felt so over whelmed by my emotions that I felt water trickle from my eyes… I just turned my music up and ran harder
today i cooked lunch and dinner with my grandma. We laughed, talked, and she showed me how to cook.
today i heard a story from my grandma on how I would always get scared when she got mad and left when I was younger, I would always check her closet to make sure she never left. I guess u can say I have a problem of those I love leaving me
today i meant to do so much more. But after today’s barrage of events, I slept after I ate to rejuvenate my body.
today i realized that u have control over everything that happens to u. to a certain extent...
today i got a call from my grandfather. He wants me to go have thanksgiving lunch with him at Hometown Buffet. I love that man
today i learned the 1st rule to business the hard way “always get everything in writing. Regardless if they are a stranger or ur best friend, get it in writing”. Well that cost me a few grand.
today i thought of all those around me, and who would I hurt the most if I did something stupid.. Kelinda… and I let the bad thoughts fly out with the wind
today i wanted a cigarette soo bad… do u think grandma is still awake?
today i wanted to make a phone call to the one person who loves me more than me, but im afraid that the other side wouldn’t answer
today i found out my future plans for the next 3 years might be gone. But in the words of my father.. “figure it out and get it done”
today i felt that i dont want to drink no more... i shouldnt have to drink to live my life...
today i wanted to finish this off by aplogizin for not doing my "Today i’s" any more. i wasn’t living a life worth reading about lately.
today i wrote my "today I’s" before my day was done.. but just in time…..
thank you all for reading… ill be doing this normally again.
Quote of the Day
"“And men are less hesitant about harming someone who makes himself loved than one who makes himself feared because love is held together by a chain of obligation which, since men are a sorry lot, is broken on every occasion in which their own self-interest is concerned; but fear is held together by a dread of punishment which will never abandon you.”
~ Niccolò Machiavelli ~ May 3, 1469 – June 21, 1527 ~
Song of the Day
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