so today's "Today i..." i am writing a bit different. all day not too much had happened, but at around 11pm, when i was warming up my cup of noodles and about to watch the re-run of the Clippers whooping on Golden State, i got word that i had a visitor @ the door. it was my Five Hundred. she said she wanted to speak to me. Being that she is the only girl i am afraid of i didnt want to go outside. she said she only wanted to talk for a few mins.
1 hour later. . .
we were still outside. talking, laughing, yelling, crying, i felt every emotion with in that hour she was there more than wat i felt in the past month . its very difficult to describe the feelings i felt and to describe how i felt after. i was just happy that i was able to see her and let her know how i felt about things and she told me about how she felt about things. in all i liked the conversation. will Five Hundred and i ever get back together?? i dont think so. not any time soon at least.
usually i am good at this. expressing how i felt but last night after she left, my mind kept racing and i drank myself to sleep.
i heard yesterday that if u can laugh, think and cry in one day that u had a complete day. but i like to think that if u love as well ur day is complete. because its love that binds this world together.
last night i felt my day was complete. years from now i will never remember wat happen on this day. ill never remember work or the bus ride home... but i will remember her and i laughing and crying in the night. sometimes love is like the stars in the night, just cause u cant see the stars doesnt mean that its not there. ....
today i had a conversation with Five Hundred to see how she was doing. Was happy that she is happy. Like I told u from day one…”id rather see u happy from a far then see u in tears when im near”.. and right now that couldn’t me more clear.
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