Thursday, March 26, 2009

dreams in reality

i never been a huge fan of sleeping, i guess cause thats all my mom does all day. and i always seen that as being lazy and unproductive.

but i guess the last two months thats all i been doing. because i have nothing better to do. i mean i know i can do alot of things, but when ur in a hopeless state of mind, sleep is like ur favorite thing. cause u dream about a better place, like thats how life is supposed to feel. and ur real life just seems like a nightmare. and u just cant seem to wait till u fall asleep again and go to a better place.

i wonder if my mom feels the same way when she sleeps.

hopefully i can change sometime soon.

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